saya tak pernah kecewa kan awak :')

sigh

makan banyak pun susa nak berisi, haihhh

miss you :(

sharmaine salim  

one i love if id could choose again, id still choose you 

i miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one i want to share it with. i miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. i miss you when i laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. i miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother for those were some of the best times of my life.

pain pain :(

im heart-broken but im still locked man, fuck a bitch!

coretan from her :')

Sharila Nadia 08 November at 20:58 Report

 

u, ni coretan dr i utk u ok ? like i told u before i ni kn jenis suka pendam. sorry kalau i teruk sgt dlm berkate kate ni. hmm, ok u. terus terang i ckp, after i broke up dgn zac tu, kite ade slalu ym en ? ingt ? tht time i sgt suka u. ( omg ) sgt sgt suka. i terpikat dgn senyum u bila kite webby fr the first time. i jatuh hati bila i tgk muka u n tgk senyum u. den after tht u cite cite pasal ur ex. i menilai u setiap kali we chat. u seorg yg sweet, caring, humble. u berpegang pd yg satu. i sgt kagum dgn u. semakin hari semakin i suka u. tp bila u ckp i n u jauh n all, i terus down. it's like theres no chance fr me utk terus suka u. u pun mcm tk interested dgn i on tht time so i phm lah. i decided utk tk mengharap. since tht, kite dh jarang borak en ? kdg kdg je wall kt fb. u know how i know a lot of things tht happen to u ? bcoz i care fr u. after u cite sal ex u n how much u love her, i realize u seorg yg lembut hati n tht time i tk suka tgk u d sakiti lg. itu sebab kdg kdg i stalk u. sorry, itu i mengaku. i cuma nk tau ape perkembangan u. same ade u bahagia atau tk. i selalu tgk gambar u. rase seronok. tp dlm hati i mase tu kate, tk mungkin u akan pernah suka i. lg lg i jauh en. den i ade bf. even i dh ade bf, i still amek tau/stalk u. i couldn't resist. sorry. bila skrg u kate u suka, syg i, i sgt happy. teruja terlebih tau ke ? i pk dlm dlm u pasal benda ni. i tk nk sape sape kecewa so i kena berterus terang. i bukan hipokrit u. i bukan mcm tu n i tk nk fake evrythng. i sedar i tkleh hilang seorg yg sgt baik mcm u. i tk nk nnt kalau kite together den bila break tk contact lg lah den kena ungkit bout the past lah. i sgt tk suka benda ni. seriously i seorg yg treasure friendship/relationship. lg lg u org yg i penah suka. i tkleh hilang u. u sgt baik. thts why i nk between us kite jd bestfriend selamanya. hubungan mcm tu lebih indah u. kite boleh bergurau, cite, kongsi ape ape same same. lebih sweet tk gitu ? lgpun i bukan lah dream girl sape sape. byk sgt kekurangan i ni. u akan menyesal je kalau together dgn i. bukti die tgk lah i asek kena tggl je, haihhh. dh penat dh u nk lalui sume tu. im going wif the flow now. so lepas ni kalau u tkleh nk terima n tk nk ckp dgn i lg after bace sume ni pun i phm. phm sgt sgt. dh d takdir kn dh i sentiasa rase sakit bila org yg i treasure sume pergi dr hidup i. jgn risau i akan phm bila u bt mcm tu. so den tu je i nk luah kan. u sgt precious. i minta maaf utk sume. i tk suka pura pura. sorry again n thanks. 

 

 

she says :')

Babyface- I Care About You

 

yea this song sincere for you:'(

fuck u backstabber :')

Just before you never speak to me again remember when you used to be my friend. You treated me like shit. I’m never gonna deny it and I even played your little game. I was there every time you called my name. I still thought our friendship would last but now everything is in the past. All the secrets I shared and you never even cared so lemme tell you and don’t make me repeat it: I fuckin hate you and yes, I mean it.

ure such a fucking loser!

10 . 10 . 10

i love this date hehe

opss one thng, she said i am sweetalker :' )

reasn .

i never really knew you
you were just another friend
but when I got to know you,
  i let my heart unbend.
  i couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
  i had to forget my first love
and give love another try
so I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
  i love you more than anyone
  i just had to let you know
and if you ever wonder why
  i don't know what I'll say
but I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
my feelings for you will never change
just know my feelings are true
just remember one thing

i love you 

trufre

 

 ijam . indra and owien miss you all.

and ths is my true friends :)

saya suka dia TAPI  hmm dia dah ade bf :'( 

but she still in my mind . and we friends together . love you

yea this year on december

and ill be here .on december :') 

i wanna be like karl ruprecht .

what horrible will A kroenen biopic

Karl Ruprecht Kroenen was born in Munich, Germany in 1897. A musical prodigy with angelic features and blonde hair, young Kroenen toured the capitals of Europe singing opera until his voice deepened with the onset of puberty, thereby ending his career. From a very early age, he demonstrated symptoms of masochism, whipping himself with a fresh branch of oak each day, and finding pleasure in the pain.

As a teenager, he loathed his awkwardness and developed an extreme form of body dysmorphic disorder (termed "surgical addiction" in the film). In his obsession with physical perfection, he conducted brutal experiments on his own body, including surgically removing his own eyelids, lips, and his toe- and finger nails. He also designed a tight-fitting gas mask to filter out germs, which he wore almost permanently.

He also became quite adept with mechanical devices, believing that fusing mechanical constructs with living bodies would help create perfection. One of his early inventions was a clockwork nightingaleMozart aria perfectly. 

i miss all my friends :')

love you all, thanks for make me happy always :')

owien .kutong .carlson. sharmaine .ieka. rara .chak .alep .yosh .indra .prasanth .adeq fawwaz .arol .aleesya .aman .amar .amin .anith aqila .emy extreme .apai .bear .naufal .baba .loqman .ibal .iznie .badang .pai .sopaiik .amer parjo .daniel .pwosad .bob echo park .bebee .bob b,a .buyut .dania .fami. roger .erin malik .faris .fatin hilda .fatih .tompel .hazik .pelos .zack .fuad .halimi .hanis .taef .hawe .ili alia. ili najla .ili damia .jaz .jepp .amal cili .amal ori .john .kadok .awie .tajul .wan .yard .kimo .nadz . nadia .sabby .cha .nina asyuk .oli . qayyum .unkle .acoi .ash miyake .scha .yas . tobek .lebar .babun .hamzah .akil .azhan .dapi .winston .bubu .usher .zaim . syakir padangs .faliq al azim .hazrul .iqbal .bejat .andy .yaya .ariayana .farhana .lissa .edd .wanku. wan 125 .zye .dina karina . hanna karina .emer .uchu .nasir .zany .apis . gabe .adly . faiz malek .mims .damon .raja .daus .jimmy .fifi .faisal .red .elisya .fey .matt .farid . short . huh lupa dah :')

sesat

yea saya admit saya sesat this time . rumah sape pun xtau . HAHA .

time to forget bout her :)

oh i dah dapat lupa kan you :) 

thanks for everythings dina. and i hope u dpat preciate on d next relationship.

jgn buat mcm i ngan u okay . u baik, u caring , tapi sayang nya u terlalu hot and more admire

sorry if ayat i cucuk urat hati u :) i nmpak u tadi at kitaro bukit bintang 5 oct 3.30pm .u ngan yeed memang sesuai lah kan haha. sorry i tak tegur u and sorry i dah tak boleh nak tengok muka u sangat, sebab macam dah lain, kurang sikit manis muka u tu, dah x macam dulu. so after this i dah tak akan contact u lagi, dah x ada feel lah nak kacau hidup u :) take care ok. jaga ksihatan u, take care yourself  DINA KARINA.

afraid .

I'm so afraid
of everything
not sure of myself
it seems impossible to breathe
my heart is beating way to fast
and my body is shivering

it's starting all over again
fear is killing me slowly
fear from the past and the future

my mind seems unable to think clearly
how long can I face this?

I'm tired
don't wanna face this again

waiting .

I'm waiting for you to talk to me
I'm waiting for you to see...
The deep look of my eyes
Because I'm sick of all the lies
I don't hate you, I just love you
So don't understand me wrong
I'm waiting already so long
For you to hold me tight
But I'm still not in your sight
So I just wait ,forever .

teardrops .

It doesn't matter how hard I try, to keep you inside
Every single time you arrive, it's again because of the lies
When I'm in pain, I don't want to cry, and when I start that fight
You versus I, I realize I'm floating, so I've got to blink my eye
Its okay to loose, Its oke to let it out, no reasons left to deny
How dispirit the situation is, there will come a time that you'll get by
Once the first drop slides against your nose just remember, its all right
I feel them growing in my eyes now, but I know there'll come dry nights

have no fear, I'm near .

When you feel all alone inside your heart,
don't be scared to fall apart.
Think of precious times when you have no fear,
in these moments I'll be always near.
Even though not physically,
sure I'll be there for you mentally.
Like a guardian angel following you,
I wanna protect you in anything you do.
As time flies by I'll always be around,
even when you're nowhere to be found.
Deep in your soul there's no dying light,
but a strong being prepared to fight.
Think of me when you feel so blue,
'cause then I'd run to you.
Wanting to hug you and give you all of me,
that's what I'm gonna do if that's supposed to be.
No need to say 'I love you' anymore,
that's something you already know from before.
Only when we die there'll be our goodbye,
and if you know me, you know that ain't no lie.
So just don't be scared and put a smile on your face,
'cause together we'll make the world a better place.

life .

People survive wars. People survive disasters. People survive pain. People survive sadness. People survive hurt. People survive people. So why wouldn't I, one of the people, survive this?

someday .

It's hard letting go,
Of something that was so good,
For so long
But maybe it's the only way
Of keeping the happiness
Of all those times together
And maybe someday we'll
Come to understand
Why it didn't last forever!

forever written in my mind .

So many times..
I see you smile.
I see you cry.

That sweet smile.
I can not forget that smile.

Hear you laugh..
See you smile..
Hear you cry..

The noises and that smile..
For ever written in my mind, heart and soul..

I can not forget you.
I can not stop thinking of you.
Never.

inverse :')